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Butterflies

My zinnias are overgrown. I was going to cut them down this weekend when I realized how many butterflies they attract. Overgrown as they may be, the zinnias stayed and I sat and thought of Levi and all the other babies gone too soon.

 
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Unknown said…
I was blog surfing and found your blog. Your son is GORGEOUS.
May 14, 2012 at 4:12 PM
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